Scolding – when older siblings do it

It’s my fault I know it. But it feels worse when your good friend (whom you consider as a sibling) tells you off. Don’t really know why it feels that way. But I feel super guilty now.

I could sense your anger when you said it. And I know why. It’s okay I understand… Shouldn’t have told you. I’m sorry. I sort of brought up the past again. Yes. I know. You were the victim.

I just wanted to be accountable. I saw this coming. But I didn’t know it will feel this bad. Never have I ever felt like crying when I get scolded over text.

I know why you’re so angry. And upset. And disappointed. Sorry for letting you down. You warned me. Cautioned me. But I didn’t listen. You have all rights to get angry at me.

I don’t even know how to talk to you know. I’m such a failure.

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s