Has it ever come to your mind that sometime our timing just does not match. It is always either me or you putting in the effort to sustain everything. When will we be able to recognise that if anything were to come out of this. Both of us will have to make the effort to keep on going. For once I hope that we will do this together.
It was never pleasant. Having to hold everything up on my own. And it was never really enjoyable having you giving it your all and I am just brushing everything aside. Surely there must be a way to sync both our convictions together. Such that we will try together.
How did we end up here?
Comfort. Because we are so used to being around each other we started to take each other for granted. Someone will end up thinking he or she did more and stops putting in effort. The other realises the mistake made and tries to mend things. It repeats. In a vicious cycle.
When will this cycle ever stop. I just wish everything will go back to the way it used to be.