So much has happened and too fast. So much so I have yet to comprehend the severity of everything. Yet I choose to remain ignorant and oblivious. People come and go, telling me their take on issues and then ending off with – think about it. Enough of thinking, I do not want to think anymore. It is draining every bit of energy I have.
So emotionally scarred by what has happened I am feeling the physical effects. It has yet to sink into me that it is time to get a grip of myself. Everything seems to zoom pass me in a blur. Oh what is that? Lights. Words. Alphabets. People. Strangers.
I just want to disappear in the background. And, for once, know who actually notices I am gone.