Because to you everyone has issues. Sorry we are not all that perfect and normal. Sometimes, you really really really piss the hell out of me but I never tell you why. Ever. Until it is all over. I do not know why but I am always afraid to tell me if I am unhappy with you. Perhaps it is because I know if I fight with you I will lose. No idea why. But really, to be honest, though you mean a lot to me you really say and do things that upset me. I do not know if you know but well I do get quite hurt.
Sometimes when I am that upset, I do not really need anyone else to point out what is wrong with me because I know. I know I have issues. I know I am problematic. Is it so hard to just shut up and listen to me rant for once, like I always do for you? I know I do tell you things very directly but that is the way you work. And someday, I hope you will understand that not everyone is like that. Sorry, I am that emotionally needy. I just knew I should not have bothered replying you because I am going to get another – hey I think that you blah blah blah. Really not in the mood for that. As in I just wanted to tell you not worry or whatever because I will be fine soon and perhaps tell you why am upset. I really do not need all this criticisms.
I just want to flip everything upside down. I do not even know if I am angry or upset but whatever this feeling is it sure sucks because I cannot stop crying. I suck:( (Notice that that is the very first emoji I used on my blog. That is how upset I am.)