For you do not know how suffocated I feel every time I dig out everything hidden inside of me. Many things weigh heavy on my heart yet I never speak of it. Trying to leave all the unanswered questions and insecurities as they are but you bring them up time and time again. Exposed, I am forced to face them but, once again, I still do not have the answers. Troubled and stressed, I retreat back to my comfort zone and shut everyone out. Sometimes, I wonder, how long I can sustain this.