I thought the past few years would break me and make me into a better person. It did break me but made me into someone I no longer can recognise. But then again, I still see that hint of weakness inside of me that I can never get rid off. That bit of me that […]
If I were I guy, I’ll get a tat like the one above. Not exactly that pattern but in that position. I prefer something more tribal and less mechanical. Too bad I have boobs and that ain’t going to work out. I wouldn’t mind a sleeve or shoulder and back tat. But I will probably […]
You can never really be okay, can you. When you’re down, you’re down. That’s self explanatory. When you’re up, you’re so weary of when you’ll go down. Everyone knows. You can’t stay up forever. And because of that constant worry, you never really get to enjoy yourself when you’re up. To live in the moment […]
As much as I have prepared myself for this, it still sucks hearing it. I just knew this would happened. But whatever, I’m just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake. I shake it off, I shake it off. To put it in my friend’s words – I am going to chyuks it aside.
I can’t stop smiling. I haven’t been this happy in a while. I am like a jellybean bouncing around. Like a party popper waiting to explode cutesy stuffs on everyone. God knows why I am so happy. Got a new job (yes that’s right man, no have no idea how happy I am). Satisfied my […]
To feel extremely happy and have no one to share it with. Fuck. I am the joke.
You learn to walk alone. But that doesn’t mean you’ll get used to it. 无情无风雨，有情有牵挂。
FUCK. Time to do something about it. “I’ll do my dreaming with my eyes wide open, and I’ll do my looking back with my eyes closed.” ~ Tony Arata
Late nights. Incoherent thoughts. Ephemeral vulnerability. That’s when it starts to kick in. “A pearl is a temple built by pain around a grain of sand. What longing built our bodies and around what grains?” ~ Kahlil Gibran
Honestly, I miss….. The person. And perhaps, The times. To the more human side of me.