You can never really be okay, can you.
When you’re down, you’re down. That’s self explanatory.
When you’re up, you’re so weary of when you’ll go down. Everyone knows. You can’t stay up forever. And because of that constant worry, you never really get to enjoy yourself when you’re up.
To live in the moment is a concept I can never fully grasp. To fully enjoy each up moment is close to impossible. Because I know my up moments are never half as long as my downs.