Admiration. Envy. Desire. Jealous. Spent. Wasted. Drained. Empty. Overwhelmed. Swallowed. Trapped. Engulfed. Broken. Shred. Torn. Damaged. Get your shit together – if you don’t save yourself no one will.
To have someone you can always turn to at the end of a long day. To off load what is weighing on your mind. To learn how to laugh and smile again. What I will do to have them.
When you just want to fade into the background. And forget all that is bothering you. To be wasted than sober. You never saw anything in me.
Every single night I ask myself the same question, but I can never come up with an answer. They say forgiveness is for yourself but, frankly speaking, I rather live with this hatred and burden than attempt to set myself free. Wounded. Hurt. Imperfection. Recklessness. Anger. Fucking hell. Fuck you really. Yeah fuck you. Why […]
What if Michelangelo’s The Creation of Adam painting on the Sistine Chapel depicts God’s hand slipping away from Adam’s instead of reaching out to it? What if all we think we have is just figments of our imagination, or should I say self-deceit? What if the only reason we busy ourselves is to make […]