Your – love is all I know

  A considerable amount of time has passed since you left. And I can’t help but feel like I am still secretly holding on. Maybe it’s the disbelief. Maybe it’s the unacceptance. But with each passing day the only thing that grows is my longing and love for you.  There are days I feel so […]

Don’t – forgive me

   Because I never forgave myself. I could never let go of the fact that I destroyed us. And I don’t expect you to understand but I was  afraid. Only if you knew the hurt and the pain I’ve put myself through will you understand why I was so afraid of you. You were too […]

Grow – old with me

   Remember how we used to hold each other and talk about us. How I would lie on you and ask you – what if we didn’t work out. And you would say – we will take things one step at a time. Remember how we used to be so open with each other. How […]

Slip – away

   So this is how it feels like. To no longer know why you’re trying. To not know why you’re fighting so hard.  Reasons dissolved, like dropping a salt rock into the sea. Feeling nothing but a hollow void. I cannot promise you things will be the same. This time, it took a toll on […]

Her – late night thoughts

I am tired of waiting around. Waiting for a reply of some sort. Tried of rationalising so much. Tired just tried. I’m not upset that you have other commitments. Family time. Work. What nots. We all have commitments. I don’t expect you to give me all of your time. But I do expect you to […]

From – his perspective

She left again. Without turning back or saying good bye. She wouldn’t even let me hold her. She is broken. I watched as she walked further and further away from me. I didn’t give chase. I didn’t know if she wanted me there. Went back up to the library to grab my things. I wanted […]

Remember – this

You are sitting on the swing this one fine night. A clear night where the stars twinkle in harmony, as if grooving to Gwen Stefani. Watch the lightweight clouds drift by, ever so gently brushing against the deep blue sky. This little game of hide and seek the stars play. Giggling as they hide behind […]

Unexplainable – sadness

   Ask me to describe sadness. And I’ll say I can’t. Sadness isn’t the tears that stream down your face. It isn’t the cries of helplessness. It isn’t the pain you feel when your heart is broken into a million pieces. All these are nothing but manifestations of sadness. Sadness stems from a place so […]

Dim – the lights

  When people talk about love, they talk about the sparks that fly. The unquestionable chemistry. The moment they knew it was forever. But no one ever talks about how fucking hard it is to stay in a relationship. Having to choose that same person day after day. On days he looks the best – […]

Managed – expectatios

Last night. This morning. Was magical. It was as if the past didn’t matter. Our debts were cleared. Our pain were forgotten. It was just you and me. That laugh I miss hearing. The subtle mocking that I didn’t mind. Losing myself in the comfortable silence is something I wouldn’t mind doing over and over […]